The article depicted the strike and the frustration that a beginning female teacher experienced. When I was a beginning elementary school teacher, I found how the main stream of education ( elitism and managerailism) limited my viewpoints of education. In the way of self-narration, I inspected my life again, and discovered the inner frame of mine. After I realized how the frame influenced on me, I forgave myself, and released the discontent with my parents and the world. Finally, I learned to accept my true self, and let myself to be a whole.