追尋永恆之境：論朱天心〈夢一途〉

〈夢一途〉收錄於《漫遊者》一書，做為全書的首篇，然一向以挑戰父親，才知道自己在哪裡的朱天心，頓失生命的座標，以書寫跨越了時空之限，以夢建構了生死的連結，亦是一場追尋父親、追尋自我的旅途，其中情感所超越的格局，難以憂鬱之書及追悼之書來定義與囊括。其通篇的核心概念在於「未竟」二字，簡言之，即要強調「死亡並非是終點」。因此本文將探討〈夢一途〉如何營造「未竟」之信念，以尋求哀痛之開解，包含發掘當中的意識漂泊、夢境的顯與隱、時空之超越跨度、情感之失落及自我療慰。在方法上，引用佛洛伊德對於夢的解析理論以及西方哲學，來做為了解〈夢一途〉當中潛意識的一個有力途徑；並將其於青春時期的創作對於生命與時間的述寫足跡，與〈夢一途〉作做一今昔併比參照；輔以相關評論做為以求貼近其書寫特色，企圖以較穩固的定位來觀看朱天心的漂泊離散，掌握其獨特的寫作策略與創作意識，從其中領略朱天心觀想死亡的方式，讓〈夢一途〉當中作者的意念呈現得更加立體且全面化。

關鍵字

朱天心；漫遊者；夢一途；悼亡書寫

並列摘要

＂Dream One Way＂ as the first descriptive essay of the book ＂Rover＂ by Tien-hsin Chu, however, who has always challenged her father to position herself suddenly lost direction of her life. Throughout her writing to cross the restriction of time and space; taking her dreams to construct the linkage between life and death, it can be also regarded as a journey of pursuing her father and seeking herself. Thus, the pattern in which emotions transcend is hardly defined as the book of the melancholy or the memorial. The core concept of the essay is ＂undone＂ which to emphasize that ＂death is not the end＂. Therefore, our study discusses how ＂Dream One Way＂ to create the ＂undone＂ belief in seeking the adhesive solution of sorrow. On the other hand, the excavation of the consciousness drift, the manifestation and hiddenness of dreams, the transcendence of time and space, the loss of emotions and self-consolation are included. In terms of methods, we consult the analytic theory in the ＂The Interpretation of Dreams＂ by Sigmund Freud from western philosophy to better understand the subconsciousness in the ＂Dream One Way＂. Moreover, we also compare Chu's early creations about life and time with ＂Dream One Way＂. In addition, we further supplement with relevant comments as closely as her writing characteristics. In this study, we aim to use relatively stable positioning to analysis Chu's vision of the diaspora, via her unique writing strategies and creative consciousness to reveal Chu's thinking about death. In conclusion, our study might provide the more stereo and comprehensive mind of Chu in ＂Dream One Way＂.