This study adopts the self-narrative method in qualitative research, where the researcher is both the research instrument and the primary subject of study. The purpose of this research is to understand how a narrative researcher, who has been a Christian believer for thirty to forty years, experiences the conflict between faith and counseling during the process of learning counseling as a profession, and subsequently reflects, copes, and integrates these experiences. In this process, the researcher also delineates the five major perspectives that have emerged from the integration of Christian faith and psychology, and examines the acceptance and rejection of psychology by each perspective. These five integrative perspectives are: Biblical Counseling View, Levels of Explanation View, Integration View, Christian Psychology View, and Transformational Psychology View. The final chapter of the thesis outlines how, on the path of integration, God has preordained the researcher's lifelong direction of belonging and emphasizes that the relative products of the discipline of psychology stem from the absolute God, thus making psychology a ministering servant for mankind.