「繪畫內在的真實」—林玫筠創作研究

本文旨在探討「繪畫內在的真實」之主題研究，透過繪畫展現筆者內心真實感受的過程，並專注於 2019 年至 2022 年間之繪畫創作研究，藉以論述筆者的個人生命歷程，並深入探討內心情感世界的變化。藉由兒時的成長環境與長期記憶，以「家」作為起點，結合筆者的生命經驗並利用心理學的理論輔佐，探討兒童與遊戲之間的關係，再從遊戲與日常的連結，察覺生活中的美感發現，進而轉向社會現象的視角進行研究，觀察藝術與現實環境之間的交互關係，展開系統性的思想脈絡梳理。本文以繪畫內在的「真實性」作為研究對象，彙整相關的藝術文獻與思想理論，並聚焦於現代主義的藝術作品進行圖像分析，解讀作品中的風格形式、色彩表現與思想內涵，理解如何藉由視覺化來傳達深刻的內在情感，並進一步解析其象徵性的元素與隱含的意義。創作實踐是從筆者自身的情緒與感受出發，包括了原生家庭的影響及對自我真實性的追求。藉由不同的延伸視角觀察，探索藝術的多面性。透過對藝術理論研究、藝術作品分析與創作實踐，全面地理解藝術的本質，並在創作和學術研究中找到理論與實踐的有機結合點。總體而言，本創作研究不僅是筆者個人生命旅程的深入理解，更有助於探索繪畫如何作為一種表達內在真實感受的映射，進一步形塑個人的視覺語彙及風格特色，展現積極獨特的精神面貌。

關鍵字

位置的狀態；旋轉木馬；日常風景

並列摘要

This article aims to explore the theme of "revealing the inner truth through painting." It focuses on the process of expressing the author's genuine emotions through painting, concentrating on the research and creative work in the field of painting from 2019 to 2022. The objective is to discuss the author's personal life journey and delve into the changes in the inner emotional world. Starting from the childhood growth environment and long-term memories, using "home" as the starting point, the author combines life experiences and employs psychological theories to examine the relationship between children and games. By exploring the connection between games and daily life, recognizing the aesthetic discoveries in life, the research then shifts to the perspective of social phenomena, observing the interactive relationship between art and the real environment, and initiating a systematic exploration of thought processes. The article takes the "authenticity" of inner painting as the research object, synthesizing relevant art literature and theoretical thinking. It focuses on the analysis of modernist art pieces, interpreting the stylistic forms, color expressions, and conceptual content within the works. The aim is to understand how profound inner emotions can be conveyed through visualization and further analyze the symbolic elements and implied meanings. The creative practice begins with the author's own emotions and feelings, including the influence of the native family and the pursuit of self-authenticity. Exploring the multifaceted nature of art through different perspectives, the study involves art theory research, artwork analysis, and creative practice to comprehensively understand the essence of art. The organic integration of theory and practice is sought in both artistic creation and academic research. In summary, this creative study not only involves a deep understanding of the author's personal life journey but also contributes to exploring how painting serves as a mapping of expressing inner genuine emotions. It further shapes the author's visual vocabulary and stylistic features, showcasing a uniquely positive spiritual outlook.