尋找、發現、迷失、超越自我－一個籃球選手逐夢經驗的敘說與範疇勾劃

吳永仁(Yung-Jen Wu)

指導教授 ： 劉一民

國立臺灣師範大學/運動與休閒學院/體育學系/碩士(2010年)

摘要

投入競技運動，無非追求卓越及獲得肯定；而「國手」正是獲得肯定的重要指標。撇開之前為追求當選資格所做的努力不談，十三年織夢、尋夢的歷程，原本以為圓夢後的果實，必為甜美，但事實卻與想像不盡相同。原來，成為國手後，隱藏於光鮮的外表之下，著實存有不少令球員煎熬的秘辛。筆者在對中華隊一無所知的情況下進入了夢想。進入夢想後，體驗到許多身體與心理的痛苦與掙扎，這些經驗都是筆者在入選中華隊之前從未經歷過的。這些經驗雖然在當時令筆者十分的痛苦，但卻在未來豐富了筆者的生命。筆者經由不斷的自我調適、鍛鍊及反思，從中體會出許多生命的哲理，生活的細微也逐漸改變。筆者在時間之中不斷來回、重新閱讀自己故事，進而尋找到自己、重新認識自己，並體會出這個夢想對筆者的真正意義，那就是超越自己。

關鍵字

籃球 ； 夢想 ； 自我 ； 敘說研究 ； 範疇勾劃

並列摘要

Every athlete lives for winning and approval, and being a member of the national team, is the highest approval one can get. After all these years, working hard to become a better athlete, 13 years of pursuing the same dream, working hard and thinking that when he finally achieves this dream, it would be worth while, but the reality is not always as one expected. It turns out, becoming a member of the National team, is not as glamour as it looks. In contrast, there are many dark secrets that not known.The writer became a member of the Chinese Taipei National team, having no idea what he was getting into. After achieving his dream, he went through all sorts of pain and struggle, both physically and mentally. The writer had no similar experiences before entering the National team. Although this experience brought him pain and suffering, it also enriched his life. The writer went through self-adjustment, training and self-examination, and ended up understanding many philosophies in life, and started to change minor things in his life. The writer recorded this experience, and read it over and over again. In the process, he found himself again, and learned more about himself, and realized this dream he has been pursuing really meant to him – to surpass himself and become better.

並列關鍵字

basketball ； dream ； self ； narrative ； categorial articulation

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