貓·我·親情之間-陳淨雲的創作

本創作論述研究範圍為 2018 年至 2019 年間的創作歷程，詮釋我所養的宅宅貓，藉由牠發現自己內心世界與外在事物交織的寫照。從原本拒貓、怕貓、愛貓到寵貓的轉變，這一路走來的系列作品，代表著一種心境轉折的探索。在創作形式上，作品專注於情感表達，繪畫當下拋下自我意識的掌控，讓靈感帶領畫面的走向。透過烙畫及不同媒材的特性，創作屬於個人色彩的作品。運用匱乏、移情與投射等學理基礎來探討創作作品蘊含的語彙，透過「貓·我．親情之間」這個主題作為想像與觀看自己的方式，開啟創作的變化和可能性。以根茲巴羅、雷諾瓦、瑪麗．卡沙特三位藝術家為師，從創作的物件表徵到深層的內在寓意，尋求出心結的鎖鑰，並檢視系列作品之間的對應關係。「貓」·「我」代表著每個階段身分及角色的我，還包含自身與親人間的相處。在研究主體上透過貓隱喻自己，一體兩面的「內在心靈」與「外在競爭」，將內心感覺投射到作品，在創作過程中療癒自己曾經受傷的心靈後，找到真正的內心平和快樂泉源。期待未來能繼續以貓的敏銳視角作出發，作更多對環境生態方面的探討或設計對人們有益的貓與心靈療癒系列產品，讓大腦活化遠離老年痴呆症的威脅。

關鍵字

匱乏；移情；投射；貓與心靈療癒；烙畫

並列摘要

This creative dissertation covers the creative process from 2018 to 2019, explaining the house cat I raised, and using it to find a portrayal of my inner world and outer things. From the original rejection of cats, fear of cats, love of cats to pet cats, the series of works along the way represent a kind of exploration of a turning mood. In terms of creative form, the work focuses on emotional expression, and painting now gives up the control of self-consciousness, and let inspiration lead the direction of the picture. Through pyrographs and the characteristics of different media, create works of personal color. Use the theoretical foundations of scarcity, empathy, and projection to explore the vocabulary of creative works, and use the theme of "cat, me, and family" as a way to imagine and see yourself, opening up the changes and possibilities of creation. Eganzbaro, Renova, Mary. The three artists of Kashat are teachers, from the representation of the created objects to the deep inner meaning, seeking the key of the heart, and examining the correspondence between the series of works. "Cat" and "I" represent the identity and role of me at each stage, and also include the relationship between myself and my loved ones. In the research subject, he metaphorizes himself through cats, and integrates "inner soul" and "outer competition" to project inner feelings into the work. After healing his wounded heart in the process of creation, he finds a true source of peace and happiness . I look forward to continuing to make hair from the cat's keen perspective in the future, to explore more about the environment and ecology or to design a series of spiritual healing products that are beneficial to people, so that the brain can be activated away from the threat of dementia.