藉童年回憶舒緩焦慮–林佳正創作論述

藉童年回憶舒緩焦慮–林佳正創作論述研究生：林佳正指導教授：張振輝中文摘要本創作論述是以筆者生活中所遇到壓力，藉由藝術創作來宣洩。創作靈感核心來自於筆者小時候童年回憶與互動做為延伸，創作作品共為三種系列《A FREE MAN》．《心魔》．《祈禱》。創作手法選擇適合發展出作品個人特色方式呈現，不同系列作品採用不同技法，主要以「燒漆法、乾裂法、快乾黏著法等」。創作作品中互動，是筆者與弟弟之間遊戲所衍生出愉悅感受，使用童年遊戲場合相近媒材，成為藝術作品中主要素材及質感考量。《A FREE MAN》系列作品，是作者回憶童年兒時玩伴為延伸主題，創作內容中遊戲環境，是當時快樂及夢想時光。回憶快樂時光總是稍縱即逝，一轉眼就是成年人，相伴而來是生活壓力及煩惱，若要織起真實快樂，解決壓力束縛，創作是選擇方式，也是重新開啟童年記憶鑰匙。成長帶不走童年的樣貌及心智，卻能增加智慧能量滋長，藝術創作過程能紀錄過去也能串聯記憶中片段快樂。系列創作以鄰居小孩為啟發，將素材與自我表現手法用一比一方式呈現，不同作品採用多樣性技法呈現，作品裡使用堆疊及不同上色方法，直到產生壓力排解意境；另外某些作品則需要使用較長時間來堆積及創作，所呈現藝術品才能達到自我感動境界。《A FREE MAN》系列－藉由自我痛苦及壓力轉化成為創作動力，藝術作品營造童年愉快氛圍，達到自我壓力排解效果。《心魔》系列－創作技法表現內心煩惱及恐懼，創作過程中揮灑顏料能讓筆者遠離痛苦及束縛，安撫內心痛苦、壓力，宣洩對生活中不公不義。《祈禱》系列－使用童年意象及自由來做為時間表象，以祈禱做為結束。作品呈現解放與祝福。筆者相信創作能帶來快樂記憶聯想，也能舒緩焦慮。本論述藉由童年回憶當作創作靈感來源，也相信是現實煩惱解藥；而創作過程除了能達到自我療癒效能外，作品完成的那一刻，更能再次感動自我，達到完全壓力釋放。關鍵字：釋放壓力、舒緩焦慮、童年回憶、A FREE MAN、祈禱、心魔、燒漆法、乾裂法、快乾黏著法、藝術創作

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釋放壓力、舒緩焦慮、童年回憶、A FREE MAN、祈禱、心魔、燒漆法、乾裂法、快乾黏著法、藝術創作

並列摘要

Relieving anxiety with the memory of childhood： Lin,chia cheng’s discourse of art Graduate :Chia-cheng Lin Advisor: Chan-hui Chang ABSTRACT This research paper created is based on the artist gave vent to his pressure from the life with the artistic creation. The inspiration of creation is extended from the artist’s childhood memories and interaction. The creations entails three series as following, 《A Free Man》、《Demon》、《Pray》. The creation skills are presented from the personal characteristics and the techniques in the series of works are different. The works deal with the main methods of burn paint, mudcracks, a quick-drying adhesive and so on. The interactive of creative work appears the pleasant relationship between the artist and his brothers. The childhood situations as similar medias become the main materials and considerations of texture .《A FREE MAN》shows intensions from the memories of the artist’s playmates in his childhood. The environment in the contents of the creation was the pleasant and dream hours at that time. Memories of the happy hours flies and we become adults in an instant with the pressure and worry. Creation is not only a selection method but the key to re-open the childhood memories if we would weave a real pleasure and solve the bound pressure. Growth can not take away the faces of childhood and mental, but it is able to increase the growth of energy intelligence. The artistic process can also record the past and link up the series of happy memories. The neighborhood kids inspire the creation series, and the materials and the techniques of the self-expression shows about fifty – fifty. The different work shows in diversified techniques. Using the different colors and stacking methods in the work until producing the mood of reliving the pressure. Some works also require a long time to pile up and create, and then the works of art can achieve auto-affection state. 《A FREE MAN》– creative power comes from the self-suffering and pressure. The work creates the childhood pleasant atmosphere and achieve self-pressure effection. 《Demon》 – The creative techniques show the disturbing thought and fear. The creative process allows the artist to sway away from the pain and leash, appease the inner pain, pressure, and find a vent of injustice in life. 《Pray》– Using childhood imagery and freedom as temporal representation and a prayer as an end. The works presented liberation and blessing. I believe that the creation can not only bring happy memories, but also relieve anxiety. This research is concerned with the childhood memories as a source of inspiration,and believes it is the key to remove afflictions. The moment of the creative process can arouse my feeling to achieve completely pressure release in addition to get the auto-healing affects.