This paper is focus on searching the real ego existence during a journey according to Mrs. Chen Yu-Hui's two travel literature books. This paper is flashback to the complex of complete full love from her childhood. Furthermore, the author gives the thought and answer of the situation of human being-in-the-world by existentialism to response the doubt of the existence of reflexivity. Yu-Hui traveled across the borders of different cultures and pushed herself to the liminal different from usual living to obtain the ego of introspection. The author observes the absurdity of modern society in fragmental scenes and objective third-person narration points of view to show human being in the real blind situation. At the end of journey, Yu-Hui chose writing as the meaning of existence and discovered her real existence by escaping from thrownness.