自我轉化之歷程：一位刺青籃球選手的個案研究

Process of Self-Transformation: The Case Study of a Tattooed Basketball Player

張佑誠(You-Cheng Jhang)

《大專體育學刊》 20卷3期 (2018/09) Pp. 222-237

https://doi.org/10.5297/ser.201809_20(3).0003

摘要

本研究主要目的在瞭解一位才華出眾的籃球選手，在自我迷失期間不斷地找尋自我角色定位與價值的生涯歷程起伏，探究以自我轉化為核心，窺視刺青者背後蘊藏的經驗故事。研究採取個案研究方法，以國內超級籃球聯賽某籃球隊中，刺青籃球選手小安作為個案，透過深度訪談的方法蒐集資料，並以相關文件作為訪談陳述的輔助，再現受訪者的經驗。研究發現曾經在籃壇占有一席之地的小安，因為自己畏縮的個性，導致在過往打球及學業的歷程中總是跌宕浮沉，因此也埋沒本身的才能。生命經過一段時間沉寂之後，復出的他選擇刻紋上永久不滅的「烙印」，用以時刻提醒及堅持自身生涯歷程中最深刻的信念。結論發現對刺青而言，雖然它只是皮膚上的印記，但在個案心裡深處卻具有拋棄過去、轉化自我的意涵，並象徵著生命的重新開始。

關鍵字

自我迷失 ； 自我角色 ； 生涯歷程

並列摘要

The purpose of this study was to explore the career experiences of a talented basketball player, where he lost himself but tried to find self-identity and value in the pursuit of his career which filled with ups and downs. Theoretically, this study adopted self-transformation as a core idea to explore the career experiences of this tattooed basketball player. Methodologically, this case study performed on a tattooed basketball player named ＂Xiao-An,＂ who played in the Super Basketball League (SBL) in Taiwan. In-depth interview was conducted to collect the data, along with documentary analysis. This study revived participant's inner experiences. Although Xiao-An has been a renowned player in the domestic arena, our results showed his hesitant and timid personality led himself to encounter many ups and downs both in athletic and academic performance, and consequently unable to exert his full potential. After leaving basketball for a while, Xiao-An returned to basketball. Xiao-An tattooed himself as a signature to remind him that persistent is a way to success and stick to his deepest faith in mind when he encountered any difficulties. This study concluded that although tattoo is only a signature in Xiao-An case, but it represents his determination. By doing so Xiao-An gradually abandoned past and look forward to his sporting career.

並列關鍵字

self-lost ； self-role ； career experiences

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