游離中的當下身體經驗

我們的身體不僅僅是被自己的思維意識所控制，還被社會不斷改變塑造著，不斷被外在空間擠壓。我們的語言和慾望成為某種既成模式下的產物，將身體的自然性抹去，只留下某個逐漸僵硬的軀殼。是否存在一個游離態的身體，選擇以某種形式悄悄地逃離，將我們未竟的欲望無聲地消解，讓我們疲憊的身軀可以從工具理性的重壓下抽身，輕盈地在我們意識不到的地方游走。我試圖在個人創作中從重新建構的語言，可視的肢體動作，和自我凝視的方法三點出發，勾勒出那個看不見的身體形態，通過一系列跟機械，影像，語言有關的作品，讓身體脫離意識的控制和社會的制約，用內部的機械和重復去反抗外在的束縛，將身體的自然性重新召回到被外界所塑形的機械化肢體。嘗試尋求語言之外的表達方式，某種非理性語言和外在世界發生關係；跳脫出自身之外，用窺視的視角看待自身，將身體內部的運動外化，使外部視角進入內部，以期待某種介質的顯現，讓游離的自我打破自我意識和外部控制的壓制，從意識深處游走到皮膚表層，將游離在語言和日常感知之外的身體重新拉回我們的知覺裡。

關鍵字

游離，機械，身體，無意識，語言，動作

並列摘要

Our body is not only controlled by our mind,but also changed by society and squeezed by outer space coninuely.Our desire and languages have became something produced by the accomplished programs ，and try to deprive the nature feature from our body to make them cold and stiff.If there is a kind of limbo body,run away from us on a special way，release the unreached desire quietly,and free our tired body from the pressure of tool rationality,slide lightly in the place we can’t imagine. I try to draw the Invisible shape of body from personal artwork in three aspects which are reconstructed language ,visible body movement and perspection of myself by a series of works related to mechanization, vision and language, to free body from the control of consciousness and society, let the inner mechanic and repeat against the outside control，make the nature characters come back to the mechanical body. Try to seek the way of expression beyond languages, have relations with the outside world in irrational language. I try to escape from my self，observe myself by a peeping perspective, pull out the inner movement, let the outside angel into the inner body, to expect the emerging of some kinds of medium，make the limbo body break the limitation of self consciousness and outside control， come from the deep of the consciousness to the surface of skin, pull the limbo body away from the languages and our daily senses back to us.