在傳播資訊發達的時代,大眾媒體支配的大眾文化世界裡,何謂真實?何謂虛構?已經很難去區分了,大眾媒體的符號和意象在當代社會中如此無所不在,幾乎可以把文化稱為「超現實」了。此論文為作者藝術創作之經驗,從創作者的本身,面對一個主體的創作研究『異想空間』-心靈場域的探索,從觀念的凝聚、對自我內心的省悟,到作品的實現,進行的理論性的整合研究。由2002年的作品---公共與私密空間的探討為出發,到2005年之後發展的個人私密空間和內心潛意識分析,在自己建築的語彙、掩蔽空間,在開與不開的門縫,光影間的情境,表達內心心靈思緒的狀態,除了神秘色彩之外,進而觸動觀者和自己最深處的感官世界。 論述內容共分為四個章節 : 第一章「緒論」敘述在幼童時期繪畫的緣起,創作歷程中自己內在世界的想法與動機,到心靈的體悟與成長等步驟來加以說明。 第二章「繪畫的隠喻與私密意象」論述繪畫空間與個人心靈意識的關係,藉由學理基礎來佐證,尋求共通性。 第三章「心靈場域的創作內容探索」說明個人創作思想上的發展,及對空間環境的體悟和畫面上場景的描繪,透過觀念性的探討,深入論述說明探究自己創作過程中的表現形式與呈現。 第四章「個人作品解析」研究所(2005〜2008)階段性的創作,透由內心的潛意識來抒發情緒,將個人淺藏於內心的生命記憶與情境具體呈現在我的繪畫裡。最後結語檢視內心的成長紀錄與未來創作的可能性,對生命狀態的領悟與反省,及對自己創作的省思與未來的展望。
In an age of advanced information dissemination, mass media and popular culture dominate the world, what is true? And what is fiction? It has been difficult to distinguish truth from fiction. The mass media of symbols and images in contemporary society are so ubiquitous, the culture has almost been known as "surreal ". This thesis is the personal experience of art creativity, from myself, a creator of art , to face a creative research of a subject-『The Inner World Exploration』, to integrate and research from the rally of the concept, the sense of my own heart-searching, to the realization of the art works theoretically. Since the work - the exploration of public and private space,2002 till 2005 , I had started to build my personal space and privacy of the subconscious mind and my own vocabularies in architecture, such as sheltered space, the crack of the door which is opened or not, the situation of light and shadow and expressed the situation of inner thoughts. In addition to mystery, then touching the sensual world of viewers and I deeply. There are four sections in this thesis: the first chapter, "Introduction" describes the cause of the painting in my childhood, the process of inner world of thoughts and motives, the steps of understanding and spiritual growth to illustrate my point. Chapter II, "Metaphor of painting and private image" ,to discuss the relationship of the painting space and personal sense of the soul, and find a common consensus by academic foundation. Chapter III " exploration of the creative content in spiritual field " ,to make a description of the development of individual creation about the understanding of the space environment and the description of drawing scenes, through the conceptual research, discussing the process of creating and the form of expression. Chapter IV "Analysis of individual works," the works in the stage of postgraduate,(2005~2008), I show the inner memories and situations about life in my pictures, and check the inner growing record and the possibilities of creative works, and my own heart-searching about life situation in the future in final conclusion.