This study is about a self-healing experience through self-narrative thesis writing. The researcher has ever exposed to and grown up in a Buddhistic meditation center. She has aimed to become a Dharma master, but she eventually figured out that her real purpose was looking for family love. Why did the researcher need to find family love in this way? By reviewing the researcher’s growing experience, she confronted her emotion of escaped and repressed that has ever existed in the past. She also figured out self-guard and self-projection again from the relationship through her self-narrative thesis writing. And then, the researcher accepted her fragile true self.