在小精靈的積木KAPLA中-由死向生的自我敘說

本研究為研究者探索自己的內在工程，非搭建積木的功夫。藉由建構小精靈的積木KAPLA遊戲，使自己靜心，循時間軸回溯、重返失控家庭、與陪伴臨終的時刻，以生命教育學程學習後的視角，反觀自己面對困境，與一心護家的歷程。　　本文以自我敘說方式，認識媒材，走進小精靈的積木KAPLA遊戲。藉由堆疊松木材質KAPLA積木，將我的心帶入可靠的信仰，訴說著如松一般的毅力。從遊戲中再經歷童年純粹的心，以生命影響生命。

關鍵字

小精靈的積木KAPLA、生命教育、家庭關係、暴力、自我敘說、臨終

並列摘要

Rather than purely introducing block-building techniques, this study is my personal exploration and a journey to examine my inner engineering. Through KAPLA, a game of building elf-blocks, I now can calmly backtrack and look back upon on my out-of-control family moments and the time spending with the dying family member. Following the timeline and looking from the life education perspective, I reflect on the difficulties, the determination, and the actions I took to protect my family. This study takes on a self-narrative approach documenting how I get to know the medium and step into the constructive game of building blocks. While stacking the natural pine material and absorbing myself in playing the blocks, KAPLA brings reliable belief into my heart and gives me pine-like perseverance. Through the game, I re-experience the purity of my childhood, and realize that I can influence other’s lives with my own life experiences.