Duizhao Ji(對照記) is Eileen Chang's last legacy, including 54 photos, cover Eileen Chang' 4 years old to 58 years old records, as well as pictures of relatives and friends. Each photo has a note. "Perhaps I can see a self-portrait through those messy photos and notes." Therefore, Duizhao Ji can be called a graphic autobiography. And the ultimate goal of those autobiography and self-portrait is to answer a question "Who am I?" Hence, this paper intends to see how Eileen Chang explores herself through her works, biography, and letters. Also by comparing the reality and her memory, delve into her psychological motivation, to see how Eileen Chang reconciliation with herself and connections with readers (by distance).