母職認同與自我實踐—— 蔡穎卿家屋書寫的意蘊探究

Identity in Motherhood and Self-Actualization: An Exploration of Meaning in Tsai Yingqing's Essays on Her Home Life

王琇琪(Hsiu-Chi. Wang)

指導教授 ： 黃雅莉

國立清華大學/竹師教育學院/語文碩士在職專班/碩士(2018年)

摘要

本文探討蔡穎卿家屋書寫中的精神意蘊，探勘作家在母職認同與自我實踐中的經營之道。全文透過對其作品空間書寫的關注，了解作家如何在各種面向的空間體驗中轉化成為更遼闊的生命境界，並推己及人，由小及大，從對母職盡其在我進而擴及對社會責任的追尋，實踐了自我的理想。
全文共分為六章來探討：
第一章「緒論」：交代研究動機與目的、研究範圍與方法、研究步驟與章節安排。
第二章「蔡穎卿的生活經歷與創作意識」：透過「知人論世」，爬梳蔡穎卿的成長背景與生平經歷，進而理解其創作理念。
第三章「家屋空間的意蘊闡釋：母職認同」：探討蔡穎卿對家屋的經營與母職認同之間的密切關聯。
第四章「工作體驗的空間圖象：自我實現」：探討蔡穎卿在書房與工作室中的生活所思，透過空間圖象中的工作體驗，展現她的自我實現與生活哲學。
第五章「行旅空間的生活視野：超越家屋」：梳理蔡穎卿如何透過旅行觀看而反思生活，同時也因年歲漸長、角色不同與視野差異，對生命進行了超越性的觀照與回望。
第六章「結論」：總結前面各章，將蔡穎卿在不同空間中所呈現對家的守護、傳承與實踐做收束，印證了她對家屋空間書寫的深刻意蘊。

綜合全文的研究成果，可見蔡穎卿的家屋書寫，闡述為人母、人妻與人師的責任意識，並她以自己在自我實踐經驗裡的努力，帶領讀者在日常生活中感知家屋所輻射的溫馨美好。

關鍵字

蔡穎卿 ； 母職 ； 生活 ； 自我實踐、空間詩學 ； 空間詩學

並列摘要

The main concept of this paper is to explore the spiritual connotation of Tasi Yingqing's essays on her home life and to discuss how she performed parental identification and self-actualization in her daily life. The study of her articles increases the understanding of the ways she actualized herself and transformed her experiences and practices into a real life guide that benefits peoples’ pursuit of social responsibility.
This paper is divided into six chapters：
Chapter 1 is “Introduction”, which describes the motivation and the purpose of this paper. The research scope, methods, steps and chapter arrangements are explained as well.
Chapter 2 is "Tsai Yingqing's Life Experience and Creation Consciousness". Through the study of her works, the background and life experiences of Tsai Yingqing are clarified for further understanding of her creative concepts.
Chapter 3 is “Interpretation of the Meaning of Home Life：Identity of Motherhood”. In this chapter, the connection of Tsai Yingqing 's managements of home life and identity of motherhood is explored.
Chapter 4 is "The Space Image of Work Experience：Self-Realization".
This chapter is to discuss the thoughts Tsai Yingqing came up with in her study and studio and how she conveyed her self-realization and life philosophy through the work experiences in the different spaces.
Chapter 5 is "Living Vision of Traveling: Beyond Home". This chapter is to clarify how Tsai Yingqing explored life through her trips, and how she made transcendental reflections and looked back upon her life due to the changing of her ages, roles and visions.
Chapter 6 is "Conclusions". In the last chapter, the profound connotations of Tsai Yingqing’s various space related articles displaying her guardianship, inheritance and practice of her family are wrapped up.
The research results of this paper reveal that Tsai Yingqing's home life writing expresses the sense of responsibility as a mother, a wife and a teacher. With her own efforts in self-actualization experience, she leads readers to perceive the warmth and beauty in her daily life.

並列關鍵字

Tsai Yingqing ； Motherhood ； Life ； Self-Practice ； The Poetic of Space

參考文獻

參考書目(依出版時間順序排序)

一、蔡穎卿著作

《媽媽是最初的老師：一位母親的十年教養扎記》，台北市：天下遠見出版社，2007年1月。

《廚房之歌》，台北市：天下遠見出版社，2007年10月(初版)，2015年8月(增訂再版)。

《我的工作是母親-Bubu的安家之歌》，台北市：天下遠見出版社，2008年5月。