肉身覺醒-抗癌歷程圖繪筆記

Awakening of the Mortal body -The process of fighting against cancer by drawings and notes

蔡淑英(Shu-Ying Tsai)

指導教授 ： 莊連東

國立臺灣師範大學/藝術學院/美術學系在職進修碩士班/碩士(2012年)

摘要

與乳癌搏命的一段求生歷程，由對未知的恐懼與焦慮，引起對身體的感知和肉身煎熬的覺醒。

長達一年餘醫學對癌症治療的正規手術、化療、放療、標靶治療的化學針劑藥物，因侵入和副作用引致的物質、肉身的反應，由梅洛龐蒂的知覺現象學探討身體的感知、知覺的優先性，而推向源頭中的「我」的存在。

藉由東方哲學中老莊的「覺也形開」呼應《眼與心》。梅氏的「有形之視域哲學」所蘊含的無形世界中痛苦的轉化與對人生的參悟與超越。

關鍵字

梅洛‧龐蒂 ； 五蘊 ； 肉身覺醒 ； 知覺現象學 ； 生命斷裂

並列摘要

It is a process of a period of my life when I was fighting against breast cancer, just trying to survive. The fear and the anxiety towards not knowing my fate has caused an awareness of my body and the awakening to the suffering of my mortal body.

Extending as long as one year, I underwent several medical treatments. These included surgical operations, chemotherapies, radiotherapies, and targeted therapies. The surgical invasions and side effects caused by chemical medicine injections led to some chemical reactions in the mortal body.

Merleau Ponty’s Phenomenology of Perception investigated the awareness of the body and the priority of perception, which has formed the existence of “I”. The Eastern philosophical ideology of Chuang Tzu, who was Taoist more than 2,200 years ago, has similar principles as one of Ponty’s books, Eye and Mind. This book contains Ponty’s philosophy of “visible horizon” which focuses on the sublimation of pain and gives insight into getting beyond human life in an “invisible world”. As the book said, “this prehumen way of seeing is the same as the painter’s way”.

並列關鍵字

Merleau Ponty ； Five Skandhas ； Flesh Awakening ； Phenomenology of Perception ； Disrupted lifes

參考文獻

吳汝鈞，《苦痛現象學—我在苦痛中成學》，台北市：台灣學生書局，2002年。

傅偉勳，《死亡的尊嚴與生命的尊嚴—從臨終精神醫學到現代生死學》，台北

黃冠閔，〈觸覺中的身體主體性—梅洛龐蒂與昂希〉，《臺大文史哲學報》，2009

一、 叢書

余舜徳主編，《清華大學人文叢書 身體與自然系列1—體物入微：物與身