「靜默」—甘麗芬油畫創作論述

「靜默」是回歸內在進入寬闊無垠的境界，以靜心冥想數息往內察覺內在情緒，當出現了來來去去的思緒時就接受它，當下讓自己在沒有任何預設立場的狀況下，進入新方向。本論述主要是一場靜默的陪伴，是思的辯證過程，是當下的體驗，是表達內心所想，而不是外在感官所見。從靜心冥想往內觀，了解外在世界不建立於他人而在於自己，一切事物都是自我內心的投射，透過靜默的繪畫創作，看見活在當下以及隨時處於覺醒狀態而釋放的自己，當與生命合而為一時，藝術將會幫助每日所過的生活，這是一種生活中的平衡，用不同的觀點來觀察世界。本論文共分五章，第一章著重於分析本研究之緣起、創作動機與目的、研究方法、研究範圍、名詞釋義；第二章著重於啟發與參考的藝術家；第三章著重於創作理念之剖析與表現形式、媒材技法；第四章著重於創作實踐與作品解析；最後的第五章則是將本研究的探討與創作體驗結果，歸納出結論和心得、期許與展望。在研究階段時，筆者在畫布前沈思過程中看著紛紛擾擾的情緒來來去去，當靜默時的寂靜之聲，總會有種能量帶領自己走向寧靜清明，或許繪畫對筆者來說是走向內心世界找到平衡的儀式與途徑，有了新也是心的領悟，藉由繪畫筆者終以一種不同的觀點來觀物，當下的直觀與重複動作所致的單純，進而發現另一個心象世界的存在。一個需要放慢再放慢、很慢、非常慢…心靈澄淨方能得見的世界。或許繪畫創作只是一種進入冥想的儀式，當真正進入靈修狀態的昇華，卻是無需透過外顯的有形行為，而是心隨意轉、隨時隨地都可以帶著喜悅進入平和的「靜默」，而在未來展望將會在創作上走向極簡、極簡、再極簡。

關鍵字

靜默；冥想；重複性；極簡；禪學；繪畫

並列摘要

Silence’ is a method to return the inner and enters a bondless plane. Through silence and meditation to observe my emotions, which help me to aspect the bewildered thoughts. The moment is opening the new direction without any pre-position. This thesis is mainly about a journey of silent companion and a dialectical process of thinking. It is the moment of experience, which is not the view perceive from external senses but rather the expression of inner thoughts. Silence and meditation help me to understand the outside world is not established in others yet myself, and all things are self-projection. The silent painting presents a self-release and a balance of life, which help me to see the world in a different point of view to observe the world. This paper is divided into five chapters; First Chapter focuses on the analysis of the origin of this research creative motivation and purpose, research methods and area, a definition of terms. The centre of the Second Chapter is introducing the research references. The Third Chapter will draw out an analysis and expression of creative ideas, media techniques. The Fourth Chapter focuses on my practice, and then the last chapter will conclude the research and outline the value of the research. In the process of writing the thesis, I will stand in front of my paintings to think, which seem contain a power that able to lead my thought to become clear. In consequence, that painting for me is a method to finding the balance in the inner world. Moreover, through a simple and repeating action of painting to understand the world from a different point of view, furthermore, which helps me to discover a world that similar to Laozi’s ‘Xinxiang’. It is the world only appears in the pure heart. Perhaps painting could be seen as a kind of meditation ceremony. The process of spiritual into sublimation is without the visible behaviour but a free heart with joy. In the consequence that we are entering a peaceful ‘silence’. In a coming up practice will toward to minimalist.