「用畫感知回憶」—范麗君粉彩畫創作論述

「用畫感知回憶」具有鏡映的作用：在追憶父親時，它讓思念的情感與情緒有了一個安放的空間，不把重點放在繪畫技巧，以單純的態度，長時間專注在內在意象，把隱藏的情感透過直觀的繪畫歷程，融合繪畫、經驗、創作歷程，並進行自我對話。利用平面式，只使用粉彩為媒材的繪畫方式來表現作品，以素人畫家的風格、質樸的手法來創作，透過單純的勞力、執著、認真、沉靜、反思成為畫紙上的痕跡。「用畫感知回憶」是筆者於2020年至2021年間碩士論文創作論述的主題，回顧舊相片重溫過往的憶趣！嘗試藝術是認識自己的一種方式，藉由影像創作將許多深藏在潛意識中的生命經驗和回憶引發出來，藉此理解與審視自我的經驗與情感，追憶並療癒過去的人生。在繪畫行為進行中運用榮格理論”積極想像技巧”一種內省的方式，透過這樣的方式，自發性啟動心中影像，將情緒轉化成意象，使創作的「我」得以照見無意識的意象，而有機會去理解、辨識及梳理內在的經驗。它是一場美的歷程，以影像創作歷程為主，書寫為輔，透過身體律動等其他表達性藝術活動，活化積極想像與繪畫創作的開展。因此，使用粉彩創作了「我的父親」、「倍增的祝褔」、「愛的連結」等三個系列作品，共 14 件粉彩畫作品，呈現主題。

關鍵字

感知；回憶；鏡映作用；影像創作；繪畫

並列摘要

"Perceive Memories with Painting" has the reflecting function. It creates an area to place the emotion and atmosphere of missing when thinking of my father. Not attach importance to the drawing skill but use naive attitude to focus on internal imagery. Through intuitive painting background, the author combines hidden emotion with painting, the experience of creation, and thereby developing self-exploration and self-conversation. The author utilizes the way of iconography and only uses pastel as drawing material to performing the pieces. Besides, the author applies the style of amateur painter and naïve way to create the painting. The marks on the drawing paper represent simple work, persistence, earnestness, quietness, and introspection. "Perceive Memories with Painting" is the thesis topic made by the author between 2020 and 2021. It means that recollect interesting past events by reviewing the old picture. Attempting art is the way to know yourself. Through image creation, it can remind deeply subconscious life experiences and memories. Thereby understand, view self-experience and emotion, recall and cure the past life. The process of painting behavior applies a way of introspection called June’s Theory of active imaginary. Through this way, it can activate inner image spontaneously and convert emotion into imagery. Also, it makes “me” who is creating, observes the unconscious imagery, and has a chance to understand, recognize, and tidy the inner experience. It is a beautiful progress that mainly relies on image creation supplemented by word writing. Movements of the body and other expressive art activities stimulate the imagination and the development of painting creation. Therefore, the author used pastel to create “My Father”, “Multiplicative Blessing”, “Connection of love” these three series of pieces. There are totally fourteen pastels in the series to display the subject. Keywords：Perceive，Memories，reflecting function，image creation，painting