潛意識中的孤獨感——張佩妮繪畫創作研究

孤獨感是大多數人在人生中會感受到的情感意識，然而每個人的人生不同、孤獨感的本質也會有所不同。藝術創作在現今的社會中所扮演的角色不只是單純的「畫畫」，在面對負面情緒、壓力、孤獨感，藝術是平衡情緒衝突、投射創作者內心世界的工具。藝術家在創作中有個人意識下所進行思考的歷程、考慮畫面的表現、色彩及媒材的選擇等等都有其意義。本文將透過現象學概念中客觀的「看圖」方式，詮釋藝術作品中孤獨感之象徵性語言，進而覺察筆者自身的孤獨感之原型，以及創作過程與潛意識的關聯性。此外，本文也將從孤獨感作為出發，探討象徵主義對筆者的影響、創作實踐之過程及作品解析。

關鍵字

孤獨感；象徵性語言；潛意識；現象詮釋學；象徵主義

並列摘要

Solitary is the emotional consciousness that most people will experience in life, but everyone's life is different, and the nature of solitary will also be different. The role of artistic creation in today's society is not just simply "painting". In the face of negative emotions, pressure, and solitary, art is a tool for balancing emotional conflicts and projecting the inner world of the creator. In the creation of the artist, the process of thinking under the individual consciousness, the consideration of the composition of the picture, the choice of colors and media also have their meanings. This article will interpret the symbolic language of solitary in art works through the method of "seeing pictures" in phenomenology, and then explore the prototype of the author's own sense of solitary and the connection between the creative process and the subconscious. In addition, the author also starts from the sense of solitary to discuss the influence of symbolism on the author, the process of art work and the analysis of works.